My World Of Opportunities

Dearest, This picture was taken at a mosque close to my University a few months ago. Now that I think about it, all the memories come back to me... I flooded you with tears And you had flooded me back I feel your lips on my fingers As the sky turns suddenly to black. I wish for you to see me As I had seen your eyes I fell down the dark tunnel And could feel my lonesome lies. The words in the picture say That there is no marvel in Heaven or Earth, That the Quran cannot clearly speak of (Such as the clarity of star birth) I wish for nothing more now But to end these words this time I have become tired again I'm sure you got each line... ♥

The difference between life and death lies in the eating... Dearest... I wondered how I'd do Without you at my side, I wondered what I'd do With nowhere left to hide. I wondered what I'd do When I saw your face up there, I wondered what I'd do When I don't see you anywhere. I wondered how I'd do Facing up to the truth right now, I wondered how I'd do Looking at your pity somehow. I wondered what I'd do When I saw you not tonight, I wondered what I'd do When the crow calls in the light. I wondered how I'd do When you replied so scornfully I wondered what I'd do If replied so, equally. I wondered how I'd do Because I know you don't understand, I wondered what I'd do When I cry on the bleeding sand. I wondered what I'd do For you don't regret at all, I wondered as you stood Gazing dimly at my fall. Sleep well dearest.

Dearest, I don't really know how to tell you this because it's something that guys usually don't do... I feel so much for what I've seen and already felt for you I am intrigued by all these mistakes that I've done to make a blast I feel like I've been crushed as the years have gone so fast You are all that I need because you are the only one I want to hold you forever and conquer this hatred as one... I need to confess my thoughts tonight as the dawn draws closer still I need to tell you what I want and need and the true reason why I will... I want to kiss your tears away and listen to your story of life I'd make you mine forever then and walk with you through the strife... Till next time ♥

Google approved my Adsense account today And my blog can display ads I don't know much what it means My blog's still alive, I'm just glad... I thought I'd lost my site yesterday You'd have to read my old posts for that I wrote about my feelings and sadness I wrote that I'd once been fat (: That's what people write in their blogs I guess I'm following them too But I try to do something different each day I keep it separate from me and you... :) I attach one picture or another to each of my posts you see I write about my day's work here I write about my day's activities... My eyes burn now trying to think and write and not to sleep But I know you'll read this and like it Because I remember that's how you used to keep... Sleep well dearest... :*

MY WORLD OF OPPORTUNITIES My world of opportunities Has attained a new name I thought Google had deleted it But it was all just the same... I looked high and low for you dearest, I thought I'd lost you for good :( I looked and searched and found no trace Of where you once had stood I searched for the old pictures With which I had adorned your eyes I looked for two whole hours And finally found them to my surprise! I was searching for you everywhere And I didn't know what I'd do... I asked and posted a comment on Google's terms of service I thought they'd reply soon... I prayed from my heart as I searched I prayed with my deepest thoughts I prayed one final prayer for you I prayed as all came to naught It seemed I was searching in the wrong places And you were standing right there for me I held you close and thanked the stars As you smiled so gracefully... I wrote this down as fast as I could  To please your heart again I bid you fa...