My World Of Opportunities

listening to Meteora... Sam, We never really knew each other, yet we know everything about each other. I think you knew I had feelings for you from back then. Yeah.. I don't know if you felt sorry for me. I never cared. I never cared at all. I sent you home with a brown envelope with your name on it. I didn't know what to get for you. All I knew was we had similar tastes in music. I don't want any part of you to be confused. I can't persuade you, you can't persuade me. This has nothing to do with the fact that you came for a visit, and has everything to do with the fact that you came for a visit. I had come that day to ask you out or would have met with you every single day if I had I known you were back. I didn't know you were back. I can't really remember why I uploaded that song to you end of June. I just felt something, maybe my subconscious.  idk, Numb. Believe or don't it's up to you, but my feelings for you will never change. It'...

Dearest, I write this to let you know that I love you very much. It has been four years since I last wrote to you and I am sorry for being so misunderstanding. I am writing this to say that I love you, that I have always loved you. There aren't words to describe my feelings for you right now. I wish that I could write to you forever from now on, but I cannot keep that promise. So much has happened since then; where should I begin? Let me just write about the happenings of this year. I didn't know why I did it but I guess I only have my mother to thank. (Happy Birthday!) She pushed me and pushed me into finishing up my thesis presentation🎁 at BRAC. Do you remember that horrible place darling? How can you forget.. Of course you do? That was when I met you, when I fell for you. We were so stupid and beautiful back then! Everything's changed​ now, love. Nothing will ever be the​ same again. Sigh... I got a job, just before I finished up at BRAC! I am the luckiest perso...

In Time I've been so busy this past year, And I don't know what you'd say, I've been thinkin' of you every night, Every moment of every day. I want to tell you everything, That's happened over this time, I've re-connected my heart to you, As you once had with mine. I shall leave here now, on short notice, I'm sorry this is the last line, I'll call you again, when the moment is right, And tell you about it all in time...

This Hell [recovered from draft] I wondered what I'd do that day I wondered about that time, I wondered about you and me Forgetting what was mine. I wondered about the pained demise I wondered about some more I wondered about what went wrong When I stepped outside that door. I wondered how to end all things I wondered what was inside, I wondered what I could do with the world And of what I could never hide. I wondered about tearful regret I wondered about the months, I wondered a wonder about the stars As the galaxies turn to dust. I wondered about you and I I wondered about the truth I wondered what could not be so, And thought of me and you. I wondered about the crimes we commit I wondered about the lies, I wondered about my mother dying, As she slowly let out her cries. I wondered about how to make it all better I wondered about these words going on I wondered how to go back to the past I wondered what I would do without I wondered from June to Ma...

Dearest, This picture was taken at a mosque close to my University a few months ago. Now that I think about it, all the memories come back to me... I flooded you with tears And you had flooded me back I feel your lips on my fingers As the sky turns suddenly to black. I wish for you to see me As I had seen your eyes I fell down the dark tunnel And could feel my lonesome lies. The words in the picture say That there is no marvel in Heaven or Earth, That the Quran cannot clearly speak of (Such as the clarity of star birth) I wish for nothing more now But to end these words this time I have become tired again I'm sure you got each line... ♥

The difference between life and death lies in the eating... Dearest... I wondered how I'd do Without you at my side, I wondered what I'd do With nowhere left to hide. I wondered what I'd do When I saw your face up there, I wondered what I'd do When I don't see you anywhere. I wondered how I'd do Facing up to the truth right now, I wondered how I'd do Looking at your pity somehow. I wondered what I'd do When I saw you not tonight, I wondered what I'd do When the crow calls in the light. I wondered how I'd do When you replied so scornfully I wondered what I'd do If replied so, equally. I wondered how I'd do Because I know you don't understand, I wondered what I'd do When I cry on the bleeding sand. I wondered what I'd do For you don't regret at all, I wondered as you stood Gazing dimly at my fall. Sleep well dearest.