This Hell [recovered from draft]

I wondered what I'd do that day
I wondered about that time,
I wondered about you and me
Forgetting what was mine.
I wondered about the pained demise
I wondered about some more
I wondered about what went wrong
When I stepped outside that door.
I wondered how to end all things
I wondered what was inside,
I wondered what I could do with the world
And of what I could never hide.
I wondered about tearful regret
I wondered about the months,
I wondered a wonder about the stars
As the galaxies turn to dust.
I wondered about you and I
I wondered about the truth
I wondered what could not be so,
And thought of me and you.
I wondered about the crimes we commit
I wondered about the lies,
I wondered about my mother dying,
As she slowly let out her cries.
I wondered about how to make it all better
I wondered about these words going on
I wondered how to go back to the past

I wondered what I would do without
I wondered from June to May,
I wondered about this hell we live in
As the sun sets again today...