Resolute

Dearest,
I write this to let you know that I love you very much.
It has been four years since I last wrote to you and I am sorry for being so misunderstanding. I am writing this to say that I love you, that I have always loved you. There aren't words to describe my feelings for you right now. I wish that I could write to you forever from now on, but I cannot keep that promise. So much has happened since then; where should I begin?
Let me just write about the happenings of this year.
I didn't know why I did it but I guess I only have my mother to thank. (Happy Birthday!) She pushed me and pushed me into finishing up my thesis presentation🎁 at BRAC.
Do you remember that horrible place darling? How can you forget.. Of course you do? That was when I met you, when I fell for you. We were so stupid and beautiful back then!
Everything's changed​ now, love. Nothing will ever be the​ same again. Sigh...
I got a job, just before I finished up at BRAC! I am the luckiest person alive. It was sheer luck that I got the job. I am now a professional proofreader for a renowned co. here. They called me, darling, they called me to their office. Can you believe it? How many people get a job interview these days, let alone a job offer?
We didn't have hashtags back then, so here's our first one. 😄
#luck
Alas, my boss left his job today. We were all very very, demoralized. I felt dumbstruck and one of my friends was feeling sick. It's gonna take us all time to get over it - a long time. He was more than a boss to us. He was a brother. The new guys are a bit weird and they get the job done sure... but we'll never have a guy like him. Ever.
I'm tired now dearest. We'll continue tomorrow? Love you.
XOXO


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