"...Hold me in your arms... Never let me go..."

I long for your embrace now, I long for your sweet scent, you told me we could never be, our separate ways we went... Remember that fateful night love, when I had kissed your eyes, remember the look I gave you honey, when I expressed suprise? I took your face in my hands, so fragile and delicate it seemed, your radiance gleamed a thousand suns, from within, your brilliance gleamed. It was never meant to be you said, time and time again, I never tried to realise babe, we were such good friends back then. The memories come back racing to me, like now when I closed my eyes, the tears I can't hold back anymore, in the distance I hear your cries... We've pained each other so much now, cursing each other unjust, yet it wasn't enough to show the truth, because you had given me lust. Those days are long since gone now, and they'll be a burden to bear, I thank you for teaching me so much, I couldn't love you enough I swear. You made me what I am my love, I hope you understand, because without you I could never have been, the person that I am... You taught me more than integrity, and how to find the real, you taught me what life meant to me, and what it is we're meant to feel... You were my inspiration for all my poems, you made me whole again, that's because you yourself are complete, although you hated me till the end... The tears have all but dried up now, leaving stains upon our cheek, I recall every moment with you now, not a second spent was bleak... I wished you that you would love me, as I had always done for you, none of this is real you said, and now... I am made anew...

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